DianaCazadora

I created myself another account on deviantART that I will use for now on.

   


I won't use DianaCazadora anymore, so if you want to see my new artwork don't come here, go to the new account. )

It was time for me to start everything at new again.

Ps: I deleted some of my drawings for the Portfolio from my gallery; it's NORMAL. XD They are in the new gallery in my other accounth. I just switched them places.



NEW ACCOUNT


TheLittleHatOfHorror

Hey guys (: Sorry for not giving signs of life on DA. With a Hypotyroid, a depression, an analisis and cellular reinformation therapy (for the hypotyroid), a full time job at a Taco restaurent and with the Otakuthon project, it was pretty hard to to anwser comments or even get to deviantart.

This year was really hard for me.. (I think it happends to everyone once in a while), but right now I never felt any better.The therapy really helped^^ I'm so glad.


As the title says, I will be coming back in one month (I've been gone for three xD' ha ha), and after that, I'll post everything I did during this three months of absence. I've got A LOT to show and I can't wait to post my work. I can't show them yet because I have to wait for the Otakuthon; I'll be selling them there. So, even if I'm not a well known artist, since some of them are fan arts from popular series, I don't want to take the risk. But I'm very impatient. DX My work has increased so much, both in drawing and coloration.


So that's about it. Just a little something I wanted to say. I won't be posting NEW drawings on deviantart and I'll be absent pretty much all the time again, but since I have a little more of free time I'll try to come sometimes.


The only thing I'll post though might be Memes. XD'


I wish to all of you to have a nice day. ^^

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Current'Obsessions'

The Strange Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde
The Picture of Dorian Gray
The League of the Extraordinary Gentlemen (LXG)
Batman
Watchmen




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I'm going to post some drawings from my portfolio and than I'll work on the requests I was supposed to finish long ago, and also post what I've been working on since January.

DianaC.


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It's 2:30 AM. I've just finished the last drawing for my portfolio and the letter for Ubisoft Campus. I'm. So. Dead.

But I wanted to update a journal since I'm awake anyway.. Funny thing: I'll have to wake up in five hours... Urgh. @__@


I've though about it a lot. And.. personnaly, I don't think I'll be accepted this year. I'm not critizing my work or pretending that I'm not good enough.

But it's just that I was so.. stressed.. that I didn't do what I exactly wanted to do. I was 'so' scared of loosing myself and create what I really wanted to create.. that I didn't always put my maximum on what I was working on. By creating and having crazy ideas for drawings, I mean.

My anxiety had cause me a lot of problems for many things and I cannot accept being like this any longuer. I'll change. I'll completly change, and I won't be weak anymore. Like always asking if what I did was alright, being affraid of making mistakes when it's by making those that I can progress, and finaly, being extremly down when I'm told that my idea was bad. There's so many drawings and comics that I didn't dare to post here because I though it was a bad idea or that I wasn't good enough.

I was always affraid of the opinion of others, and now it will stop. What's the point of wanting to be an artist if I can't loose myself into my work and be extremely sensible to the comments of my work?

And honestly... now that I've realized all this.. I'm not sad at all. Or broken. In fact.. I'm feeling really strong for some reasons. And I'm very glad I did this portfolio. My art has increased and I can now call myself an artist, now that I know how Gimp and Photoshop fully works (for coloration I mean xD').

I've got so many ideas to post for deviantart now that I'm finaly free.


And I'll never thank enough and for all the help they have me... Really, guys. Thank you.^^



I'll go to bed now. Need. Sleep. ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

DianaC.


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I can't wait to go to Ubisoft~!
I'm going there this Thursday to see how it looks.^^ I've been working on my portefolio for the campus since a two weeks, but I won't be able to show all my work like I wanted to. Coloration takes time.


Since last month, I was very productive. I can't undestand why I didn't post all of them yet, I think it has something to do with my 'amnesia'.xD'


Anyway, I have more stuff to update, but it will have to wait until the 12 Marsh. It's the last day for the inscription for Ubisoft Campus. I have to work hard until then.



Sorry for not answering all your comments and, commenting myself on your deviations. But I think you're all used of me being always late with everything. Ha ha..


DianaC.